Trying to sum things up.

Well where should I start. Well you should know the names Jessica I'm 16 going on 25. I only wish :). I'm a junior right now, and I don't think it could be going by any slower right now. I've been talking to everyone and it seems like everyone is getting senioritis wayy to early. Tomorrow is the end of the 3rd nine weeks. I wish I was doing better. I'm thinking about not going into trig next year because Math really isn't my best subject. I like the teacher though so I may stick it out just be more determined. I think it'll be good Rose probably won't be in my class next year cause she distracts me I need to be a loner :). I'm not taking a science class not required yay. I'm taking chemistry this year, and I am really hoping I won't ever need to know it. Science has never interested me. On the other hand I like history because it won't change what you know will always be compatible. English isn't to bad either as long as I find a good book to read. I found some that I didn't like very much this 9 weeks so that didn't make things all that great. Well that's all about school for now.
Now The Move! Its been kinda stressful having to do things so quickly my dad just wanted to be in at the beginning of the month.. For the most part everything is pretty settled. Hardest part is the random things that never really had a place from the begin with.. My dad can take care of those :D. I'm just nice like that. My room is pretty good though. I have a bunch of stuffed animals that were in this holder thing I'm just gonna put them all on my closet shelf & everything else should look pretty situated in there. The distance is kinda getting to me if I wasn't in the middle of nowhere before I definitely am now! 20 minutes to school, and I have really figured out the distance to church its not that different from before, but that's because I like to go 70 on 11. ;) Not so bad..
I'm bummed cause my bf got a job, and we can't hang out much now. I need to find a job too and then we definitely probably couldn't figure things out around our schedules.. I've never really been into sports, and I'm starting to thing that's a bad thing not to be in any extracurriculars for college.. Another thing that has been weighting down my mind a lot lately. Where would be the best for me & where I really want to go, but how it'll all work out in the end. I'm trying not to worry about it so much because whats supposed to happen will. I have a hard time questioning and doubting things I can't think I know this will happen in the future because there is still that unsurety. There are also things I know will always be in my life because I won't settle for them not to be its just the matter of getting to that point. I can be very hardheaded and what I want is what I want. I will take the time to listen to others opinions, but if its not in my plan or what I want to hear it probably won't stay with me. Then there are those I love to death whose opinion I will never push away because I know they know what I want, and what is good for me. & I thought this would be hard to just write away :). This is goood!
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